here i go again

as always, i have set my expectations too high.
what was i thinking? that overnight i would become
some great writer? yeah, i was thinking that.
this is hard to do. mostly because it is so "out there".
so much pressure to make everyone happy. that's a
much easier thing to do, day-by-day, when it is a small
group of people you're dealing with. but this is so
big. it's the fact that i have openly chosen to let
anyone in here. that's not normal. it's scary.
i must set new limits, create my blog boundaries. i love having boundaries.
it keeps me safe.
so, for now, i will be vague. i will be careful.
i don't know who's reading this.
do i just talk to myself?
very interesting.....