cabin fever

i've got the fever. january is such a long month. i'm not one of those people who gets down during these shortened days of winter. instead i get anxious. if it wasn't so darn cold out, i'd be playing on that hill over there. i know the days are getting longer and i am hopeful that they'll get warmer too. just warm enough to ski without a hat on...'cause i don't do hats. i am more of a woolly headband kind of girl......anyway......the sun IS shining today. that's a good thing. i do get some relief when a nice warm bundle of clothes comes out of the dryer....i love the "brights" load best don't you? i am still in the planning stages for my new blog design (and my little computer wiz is in the middle of exams) i still am overwhelmed with all the options. maybe i should have a few to choose from...........alrighty then, got to get stuff done. today i will have the tv on all day...because i have a little crush on that barack guy. it's a good day.

my blog needs a make-over

i love my polka dots, but i am thinking that it's time for a new look. (the photo has nothing to do with this post-just there to look pretty)... let's see how long it takes me to figure out how i want it...... because, knowing me (like i do), i will not actually commit to something unless i love, love, love it. see, that's my biggest problem. unless i can do something really well, i often chose not to. for some reason, i have it in my head that unless something is done exactly right, i may as well wait. and that doesn't mean it has to be perfect. it means it has to be the correct choice for me...... and there is so much to choose from. it can be overwhelming.

it's like, in my head there is a pre-determined right choice for everything i do. every decision. every question. my brain is cluttered.....but it's all in there. this is why i often choose white. so simple. that is my easy way out, because really what's going on is that i want all the colours of the rainbow. i love them all. and i can't pick just one because i might change my mind tomorrow. this is a great burden i carry.........because when i change my mind often it makes me feel flaky. i just had a thought!!! this is big!!! oh i am getting excited now! i have the answer. now i have to wait until my little computer wiz is home from school..........