i will keep this short and to the point.
i have not really gotten into my own personal life
too deeply over the last 19 days...but i am in the middle
of a cycle that my body goes through often and i can't pretend
it's not affecting me. it's what happens to me when i don't do the work...the re-charging.
this time of the year is not easy or enjoyable for me. it's a sad anniversary...it's not comfortable to remember her birthday. but i do manage. i work at thinking positive and i try to carry on, but my body can't deal with the extra amount of emotion i feel. i'm being really honest right now. i hate to admit this....but i know when to holler "uncle". i need to listen to my body. it always reminds me if i haven't dealt with any kind of stress properly and it is right in my face this week. seven days of headache. seven days of pain...and just when it goes away it shows up somewhere new. tonight it decided to attack my left hand. completely out of nowhere, without a reason. this is what happens...it just moves around my body.
but like every time before, i will wait it out and hope for a bunch of good days ahead...pain free days. i will make the choice to do the work to get me there.
xox
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Take care of yourself. Mine shows up as migraines and stomach problems so I totally know how you feel. Perhaps a nice little foot massage would take the focus off your other aching parts... got any volunteers? xo
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